smth I wrote 5 years ago

lying here in a prison cell
Got no where to go.
Got no one to be
Counting every tear that is falling from me!

Consumed by hope
That is fading away
Enslaved to darkness
That won’t go away
Surrounded by loneliness
That is getting more
Caught in dreams
That I’m longing for

Holding the knife in my shaky hand
thinking of the moment where I can
Save my life from this pain
that has became my life

Consumed by hope
That is fading away
Enslaved to darkness
That won’t go away
Surrounded by loneliness
That is getting more
Caught in dreams
That I’m longing for

Now that the moment is here
Where I can release all my fear
I cut myself so deep
Now I’m finally free

As I open my eyes
I see everything is white
Is that heaven am in, or is hell so bright?
Isn’t that my love that I left behind?

(An Angel): He’s the one who saved you.

And took u back to his life!